In Silence : Deep Thoughts

In the silence I stand gasping for air.
failing to see the hurt creeping up within.
I feel that I am slowly slipping away from myself and it
hurts down to the very core of me.

I feel it and I in somehow welcome it.
Pleading with my soul to take this heaviness
away it is  gone within an instant, never to return again.

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  1. Archna SharmaApril 26, 2010 at 12:54 PM

    What a dark place and a speedy recovery! It's funny how you can easily forget what it means to be lost when you have found yourself. Safe and sound.

    Blessings Stephanie!

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